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My Girlfriend Died Today

Journal Entry: Thu Dec 11, 2014, 12:20 AM


EDIT:  Sorry, was drunk and upset when I wrote this.
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Any of you who know me at all will know how much social anxiety I have.  Amazingly, I hooked up with a girl who pulled me out of myself and even understood my situation. We started slow, but we fell in love so fast.
I found out today...
I heard from her mother that she was discovered dead, apparently from a drug overdose.

No one's ever told me they loved me. For the first time in my life it seemed, for a while, there was someone to say those words. She's gone.
All I want to do is obliterate my mind. I have nothing anymore. I'm more empty than I ever thought imaginable. Her name was Kammy. She's dead, and I'm lost forever.



Any of you fuckers who can read this and not comment, fuck your apathy! Look in the face of human misery and know you'll never be as disturbed...

And for God's sake, listen to the fucking song...




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Cinnamoncandy Featured By Owner Aug 28, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the fav and watch! :heart:
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Happy Birthday ;)
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DerelictVampire Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2014
Thanks a lot, man! :D
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L-A-Addams-Art Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
happy birthday  how old are you 200? 300?  heee
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DerelictVampire Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2014
Thank you! I'm now 440 years old, but I don't look a day over 300.
In all those years I've gained and lost a vampire's fortune, and I must beg by the roadside with a sign that says, "Will work for blood."
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L-A-Addams-Art Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
ehheeheeee love it!
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Midnightwaterlilly Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2014
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
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DerelictVampire Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2014
Thanks so much! :D
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