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deviation in storage by halcyonshores

I don't think anyone's paying attention

Journal Entry: Fri Sep 19, 2014, 1:59 AM

Hmm...I dunno...
How many watchers do I have now? And how many of them ever comment or fave or talk to me anymore? Yeah, I know, I'm a bitch and a la la, whatevah. Point is, I don't think anyone's paying attention anymore. I never was much of a sensation here on deviantart--been here, what, over three years and never had ONE daily deviation? They don't like me, I know it. They're never gonna give me a DD 'cause they don't like me--that's the bottom line. And you can spank my bottom.
I know everything's not gold, but among ALL the shit I've posted here there are at least a few great things. I know it. Will the powers that be ever recognize it? I DON'T THINK SO!
So you kin fukall ovah me,
Fukkin' ev'ry way,
Buh thai say Ima fukalot
mo' den whatchoo say!

Yoo mayno rekkuh nize
how I livin breathe,
Buh thai yam grate upon yer skin
An' tha thai doo buhleave.

P'raps wunday aye'll bee a hit
and luv'll cum my way,
Maychance the crowds'll eat my shit
an' aye'll no fame someday.

'Till then I bee a dokter
wit lotz an' lotz of patience,
An' if my day never cums,


I'm still alone on a mountaintop, doing ***gs by myself and fighting off the heebity jeebities...Sending messages to the void, wishing one of six billion people would be beautiful just for me...Wanting so desperately for some inkling of recognition that will never ever fucking come because I don't know how to self-promote and I don't have the motivation to reveal my potential...Every story has been the same: meet, greet, you love me, good-bye...
Tonight, I will not say good-bye...for everything comes again...later.
And that is what I'll say:

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Cinnamoncandy Featured By Owner Aug 28, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the fav and watch! :heart:
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Lockslie Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2014  Professional Artisan Crafter
Happy Birthday ;)
DerelictVampire Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2014
Thanks a lot, man! :D
L-A-Addams-Art Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
happy birthday  how old are you 200? 300?  heee
DerelictVampire Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2014
Thank you! I'm now 440 years old, but I don't look a day over 300.
In all those years I've gained and lost a vampire's fortune, and I must beg by the roadside with a sign that says, "Will work for blood."
L-A-Addams-Art Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
ehheeheeee love it!
Midnightwaterlilly Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
DerelictVampire Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2014
Thanks so much! :D
Sallinillas Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank-you-for-watch by KmyGraphicHug by KmyGraphic
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